YEP~

Day 15

yes so it is day fifteen. more than a week i didnt think i woul last so long. 10 more weeks although i think it will be alot less than that maybe just 5 if i can convince my mother to give me a EARLY birthday present. that would be nice right? but yup yup yup...my dad called FINALLY! i wanted to ask how everything was going over there but yet again he only asked for....mom. so i didnt get to tell him how i felt. even when i want to i cant because i get so caught up in the moment you know? sometimes i just want to let him know how much i want to talk to him about things but i cant because he never wants to TALK to me about anything but school and the basics...its like i cant have a realy conversation with him on the phone! and its bad because when he comes we talk be he does most of it! i just want him to listen to what i have to say!